Update

I seem to be running out of things to put on our blog lately. I guess that means i need to take more pictures! Anyways, Things have been a little stressful lately. We found out in our first ultrasound that i had Low-line placenta, but it was still early enough they hoped it would move up. Well, it didn't. This has been really hard for me to take.  My biggest fear with having a baby my entire life has been that I might have to have a c-section and I am terrified about it, but it looks like that might be what is going to happen!  The placenta is completely covering my cervix and baby is breach so I feel all the kicks and everything down there and it scares me more and more every time I feel any movement at all! Given my history with Kyzer I am also scared that he will try to come early and then it would end up being and emergency c-section. For those of you who don't know, if the placenta tries to come out first the baby could easily die, and having to deal with something like that I am pretty sure I would just curl up in a ball and die myself.  The farther along you get in pregnancy the less likely it is to move up, but it could still happen. We are going in for another ultrasound in about a week and a half and we will see if we have had any progress then. It's been really hard because I can't hardly do anything, I have been restricted from a lot of things and it makes it very hard when you have a two year old in the house and you can't lift much at all and he weighs 31 pounds. It's been hard but we have been hoping and praying for better and just trying to deal with it. On top of all the baby stress, things have been going around that shouldn't be and have been very hurtful and so  I have pretty much just grounded myself to home. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything with anyone and it's probably not good for our health but I feel it's the best thing right now until people can grow-up. My brother is coming to town on monday and bringing his family and we are excited to see them and their new baby! Being able to hold her will lift our spirits up, I am sure!
We had some pretty insane weather lately! We got about a foot of new snow and then a couple days later it warmed up to about 35 degrees and started raining and kept it up for two days. The roads were Horrid! No one could go anywhere unless you had tire chains and only went 10 miles per hour TOPS. It was a solid sheet of black ice about a 1/4 of an inch thick and the rain was just running right down it like a little stream.  Our Dogs couldn't even walk on it without falling down. I wanted to take pictures but never got around to it. But you can probably imagine what it looked like. And now it has cooled down to about  -25 degrees, so it feels so cold with the new moister in the air. But we are keeping warm in our little home with our lovely wood burning stove!